It's Sunday night and I'm laying on the couch all by myself, not counting Baxter. "Why am I alone?" you might ask... I'm sick and Josh took Abbi to eat Sunday dinner at his parents. I'm just realizing that he didn't take Baxter, which we normally do.
Hmmm...
Anywho, let me start off by saying this darn baby is just kicking my butt! I don't remember really being this sick with Abbi or
unisom not helping me sleep. It remember I had to change my diet to ONLY healthy stuff and I was fine, and about 4/5 months I had a hard time sleeping and
unisom worked perfect, but not this time around. I lay on the couch most of the day, counting the hours until Josh is home from work. I started to really feel better this week, hardly any nausea, fatigue, getting a good nights sleep and then Saturday hit. La toilette is my new
BFF after just about every meal!!
It's starting to get discouraging as I look around at my messy house and I feel there is nothing I can do about it. I'm also extremely irritated. The stupidest things just really make me mad. Dumb drivers (but I'm quicker to anger), Baxter after he gets a drink he smells really bad and feels the need to lay on me or close to me, the lady in front of me at the McDonald's drive-
thru who acts likes she's never been through a drive-
thru and doesn't understand that the pregnant lady behind her just ordered a ice cream cone and is about to ram her vehicle if she doesn't move, other pregnant women telling me they feel fine, I could go on and on... but I'm not. I explained this all to Josh and he is being extremely understanding and is trying to help me not kill anyone. He also is helping out a lot around the house. I'm so glad he is done with school for a few more weeks.
To sum it up...this pregnancy is just different... and I hope it a boy with all the crap I'm putting up with :O)
Abbi, however, is usually wonderful. I just close the bedroom/bathroom doors and put up a gate to the side room and she is perfectly content playing and destroying our family room and kitchen. I think she knows that I'm not at my best and she is very loving. She'll bring me a blanket if I'm laying on the couch without one (I don't even ask, she just does it). She loves giving hugs and kisses. She's talking more and if I need a good laugh I turn on Yo
Gabba Gabba and watch her interact with the show. She dances to the songs and knows how to do most of the dances. Its pretty cute!
She was actually sick this past week and I think she gave me a bug (I'm hoping its a bug and not recurring pregnancy sickness). It started Monday with her waking up and throwing up in her crib. She was fine the rest of the day, a little lethargic, but pretty normal. Then she threw up twice Tuesday (at 4:30am and then after breakfast), then Wednesday and finally Thursday (at 3:30am). It was just kinda weird and gross. I was proud to say that I didn't throw up at the sight or smell!! We took her to the doctor and they said it was just a bug. She's a lot better now.
So here I lay on the couch, nothing good on TV, well there is, but I can't watch it until Josh is around. I've recently become obsessed with the Food Network and all their shows. We watch the Next Food Network Star (I'm pulling for the
greek god, I don't remember his name, maybe Jeff??), Iron Chef America, Chopped, the cake challenge show, Diners, Drive-ins and Dives, I could go on and on...
Josh and Abbi are on their way home now... Hopefully I'll get to bed early and stop feeling so sick!!